I never used to be jealous. Then I liked you. Now I'm jealous of just about every girl that you talk to, smile at, or even wave at. All because in those seconds when you looked into her eyes, I wasn't on your mind.
“I know I may not be perfect, but I try everyday. I try to win your heart because I always fear that one day you’d wake up and realise I am not as great as you thought I was. I try to give you all that I can. And for now, it is my heart I am able to offer.”—(via blackdecadence)
“The fluttering in the stomach goes away and the dull waking pain. Sometimes I think of you and I feel giddy. Memory makes me lightheaded, drunk on champagne. All the things we did. And if anyone had said this was the price I would have agreed to pay it. That surprises me; that with the hurt and the mess comes a shaft of recognition. It was worth it. Love is worth it.”—Jeanette Winterson
sleep in peace every night (;____; YES I AM A COWARD, JUDGE ME ALL YOU WANT)
not fall sick
not starve to death
meet the pre-u sem kidz at least once (:B)
improve in my writing (!!!)
be happy :)
So yesss off to CAP for the next 5 days! Might update if I have time and the effort haha since I have 3G now /hugs iPhone/ ^^ hopefully my OG is cool! Hahaha imma be separated from the pre-u sem kidz by 0.43km LOL sigh so near yet so far ;~;
But yeah please let me come home in one piece because I only have 1 day of rest before I’m off to Seoul~ will miss my house my bed my air-con (…is there air-con there? :o) my macbook my family :(
“Marry a man who loves you more than you love him. Because I have both now, and when it is the other way around, there is no spell in the world that can even out the balance.”—Jodi Picoult, Vanishing Acts
I will fall in love with a boy who will be willing to stay up the entire night just to talk to me. I will fall in love with a boy who will wait outside in the pouring rain for me, who will write me love songs with the most ridiculous lyrics but mean every word of it, who will try his best not to hurt me because making me upset would just make him feel even worse. I will fall in love with a boy who understands that I am insecure and selfish and I get scared easily, who knows all the right times to reassure me that he loves me, who proves it to me with actions and not words. I will fall in love with a boy who will hold my hand all the time and never let go, who will fight for me as hard as I fight for him, who will make me see how it never worked out with anyone else.
The next time I fall in love, I will fall in love with a boy who loves me the way I love you now.
“The hardest part of this whole situation is that neither of us knows what’s going on. Neither of us knows what each other’s thinking and we’re both trying to make decisions based on information we don’t know. I’m scared to tell you my feelings just in case you don’t feel the same way.”—(via eletheowl)
“But what hurts the most is that he doesn’t actually miss you the way you do. It’s like he’s forgotten about you and is simply living alone happily. All you want to do is die, but you can’t die either. All because you’re afraid that you won’t… ever get to see him again.”—Yoon Seul
“When you love someone more than he loves you, you’ll do anything to switch the scales. You dress the way you think he’d like you to dress. You pick up his favorite figures of expression. You tell yourself that if you re-create yourself in his image, then he’ll crave you in the same way you crave him.”—Jodi Picoult, Vanishing Acts
“I used to think that when I got older, the world would make so much more sense. But you know what? The older I get, the more confusing it is to me. The more complicated it is. Harder. You’d think we’d be getting better at it. But there’s just more and more chaos. The pieces- they’re everywhere. And nobody knows what to do about it. I find myself grasping, Nick. You know that feeling? That feeling when you just want the right thing to fall into the right place, not only because it’s right, but because it would mean that such a thing is still possible? I want to believe that.”—Nick and Norah’s Infinite Playlist (via eletheowl)